If it were that year now - the year when Jesus died and resurrected, we would be counting hours for his resurrection now during these darkest hours of Jesus' death - only if we understand what Jesus meant when he foretold his death.During the darkest hours from the death of Jesus to
his resurrection, it is fitting to reflect meaning of Lent and its connection
to Easter. For us to appreciate Easter, it is indispensable that we understand what our Lenten journey means.
Remember, when Jesus and his
disciples were still in the region of Galilee, at Caesarea Philippi, Jesus
asked them who they think he is. Peter was the only one, who gave the correct
answer, saying, “You are the Christ, the
Son of the living God”(Matthew 16;16), as aided by the divine power
(Matthew 16:17). This confession of Peter on Jesus as the Christ led to Jesus’
foretelling of his death, to which Peter protested but rebuked by Jesus
(Matthew 16:21-28). Then, after 6 days from this, Jesus took Peter, James, and
John, to Mt. Tabor and let them witness his Transfiguration (Matthew 17:1-13).
This strain of events in
Galilee actually foreshadows the death and resurrection of Jesus in Jerusalem.
The Gospel narrative of Matthew 16:21-28 is very important to reflect the
meaning of Holy Week, as Jesus not only foretells but also explains what it
means to follow him, as the discipleship requires self-denial and taking up our
own cross, in these verses. “Whoever
wishes to come after me must deny himself, take up his cross, and follow me”(Matthew
16:24), said Jesus, hoping that his disciples would be loyal to him, even
though he must go to Jerusalem to suffer
greatly and be killed but to be raised on the third day (Matthew 16:21) to
fulfill the Messianic prophesy (Isaiah 52:13-53:12).
As disciples of Jesus, we not
only rejoice over the triumphant entry of Jesus into Jerusalem, waving palms,
spreading royal cloaks, and shouting, “Hosanna
in the highest!”(i.e. Mark 11:10) on
Palm Sunday, but also we follow him all the way on Via Dolorosa to the foot of the Cross. Otherwise, we would turn
ourselves into these mobs, shouting, “Crucify
him!”(i.e. John 19:15) , even though we had thought Jesus entering into
Jerusalem on donkey on Palm Sunday as the fulfillment of the coming of the
Messiah King in Zechariah 9:9. Or, we
could be like Peter, who said, “Even though I should have to die with you, I will
not deny you”, and the
disciples who said likewise (Matthew 26:35), but denied him and ran away from
him, upon his arrest, thus failing to walk with him on Via Dolorosa.
Now, having
passed Palm Sunday, we are deep into the darkest hours of Paschal Triduum. It
is the darkness of our sins that bring this darkness toward the end of the Holy
Week. Tenebrae factae sunt, tenebre peccatis nostris. Our sinfulness that has brought this
darkness of the hours is associated with a lack of strengths in our faith, as
it fails us to follow Jesus on his Via
Dolorosa to the foot of his Cross. Because weak lukewarm faith is easily
plagued by fear, we flounder to keep our promise to follow Jesus – as such
feeble faith is subject to various temptations, therefore, committing sins.
In
order to make our Holy Week experience meaningful, as the consummation of our
Lenten journey – to make our Easter experience truly joyful, we must remain
loyal to Jesus as his disciples and walk on Via
Dolorosa with him all the way to the Cross.
Since
Ash Wednesday, throughout these 6 weeks of Lententide, we have been on training
ourselves to walk through Via Dolorosa
with Jesus as his loyal disciples, though we may die with him. As long as we
keep our strong faith in Christ, we understand what it means to remain loyal to
him to the point of dying with him, as Paul writes in Romans 6:8, “If, then, we have died with Christ, we
believe that we shall also live with him” to rejoice the victory of eternal
life over death. This eternal life has been promised by Jesus, “I am the resurrection and the life, whoever
believes in me, even if he dies, will live; and everyone who lives and believes
in me will never die (John 11:25-26).
Namely, even though we die with Christ at the end of Via Dolorosa, in fulfilling our loyal
discipleship, we live with him in the Resurrection.
Has
our Lenten journey, which Fr. Michael Sparough, S.J., in his Ash Wednesday
homily juxtaposes to “marathon training”, made your faith stronger – strong
enough to complete Via Dolorosa with
Jesus to the Cross? Or, does the
prospect of dying scare us off and makes us abandon Jesus in his Passion and
run away from Via Dolorosa and the
Cross?
In
the past 6 weeks of the Lententide, we have confessed our sins and reconciled
with God. Have our acts of penance and reconciliation not only brought us
closer to God but made our faith strong enough to carry our cross on Via Dolorosa with Jesus?
At
3 o’clock in the afternoon on Good Friday, we must find ourselves at the foot
the Cross, as we have completed journeying on Via Dolorosa with him.
To
the faithless and those whose faith is weak, the Cross is seen as a defeat and
an object of mockery, as one of the two crucified criminals along Jesus,
contemptuously said, “Are you not the
Messiah? Save yourself and us”(Luke 23:39). On the other hand, to those who
are faithful, the Cross means salvation, as the other criminal said, “Jesus, remember me when you come into your
kingdom”(Luke 23:42), to whom Jesus replied, “Amen, I say to you, today you will be with me in Paradise (Luke
23:43).
We,
the faithful, are not like Peter, who denied Jesus three times, out of fear. We
are not like the crowds of Jerusalem, whose Palm Sunday joy to welcome him
turned into powerful hatred to demand his crucifixion, either. Not to mention, we are not like the crucified
criminal, who mocked crucified Jesus. We come to the Cross with Jesus to die
with him in our sins so that we may live a new life with the risen Christ. This
is why Easter is renewal. We have been committing ourselves to “marathon
training” for this Easter renewal upon completing Via Dolorosa with Jesus at the foot of the Cross. Therefore, during
the Eastertide, we can continue on with our “marathon training” all the way to
its completion on Pentecost Sunday. Thus, our life as loyal disciples of Jesus
is well said by Paul in these words:
“For
through the law I died to the law, that I might live for God. I have been
crucified with Christ; yet I live, no longer I, but Christ lives in me; insofar
as I now live in the flesh, I live by faith in the Son of God who has loved me
and given himself up for me” (Galatians 2:19-20).
At
the foot of the Cross, the phase I of the “marathon training”, which started on
Ash Wednesday, has completed. From the Upper Room, where the risen Christ
appears, we begin the phase II of our “marathon training” starts and will
complete on Pentecost. Let us continue running with our cross and self-denial
into the Eastertide!