October 15 is the memorial feast of St. Teresa of Avila (who
is known as Santa Teresa de Jesus in Spain) , a 16th century Spanish
saint. She is one of the 16th century Spanish Catholic mystics,
often compared to her contemporaries, such as St. Ignatius of Loyola and St.
John of the Cross.
St. Teresa of Avila was proclaimed as the first female
doctor of the Church by Bl. Pope Paul VI in 1970 for her excellent works on
prayers to enrich the spirituality and the theology of the Church. What is
important to note is that Teresa’s prayer cannot be reduced to mere academic
armchair theology, though it can be studies rigorously through the academic
disciplines of theology, as well as psychology and philosophy. No matter which
academic approach we take to examine Teresa’s exemplary prayer and her
spirituality, it must be a psychospiritually transcendent journey, which leads
us into the unshakable intimacy with Christ.
We can learn Teresa’s spiritual life and spiritual growth
into the ultimate intimacy with Christ through her writings, La Vida (her autobiography), Camino de Perfection (Way of Pefection),
and El Castillo Interior (The Interior
Castle). As St. Ignatius of Loyola wrote
Exercitia Spiritualia (Ejercicios Espirituales or Spiritual
Exercises) for his fellow Jesuits, based on his own spiritual growth, St.
Teresa of Avila wrote Camino de Perfection, based upon her
spiritual growth, for the Carmelite sisters. Both of these spiritual writings
are important to understand how St. Teresa of Avila and St. Ignatius of Loyola
tried to bring a fresh life into the Church during the time of the Protestant
Reformation. In this regard, it makes an interesting theological comparison to
study these against writings of Martin Luther and John Calvin.
Certainly, there was no straight and flat path to spiritual
perfection, as Teresa’s writings remind. Her path of spiritual perfection (camino de la perfection spiritual),
indeed, goes through many obstacles and long distance of the spiritual desert
for an extended period of what St. John of the Cross calls La Noche Oscura del Alma (The Dark Night of the Soul). In this
regard, Teresa’s spiritual path of perfection is like that of St. Ignatius of
Loyola, as both of these Spanish mystic saints found themselves in deeper
conversion which brought much more closer to Christ during their extended
periods of physical, emotional, and spiritual sufferings.
When she was young, she contracted malaria, which brought
her high fever, and plunged into coma for a few days. Though she came out of
it, she suffered from convulsion and paralysis of her legs as sequelae of
malaria and poor medical treatment. It was during that time of intense suffering
that Teresa met wounded Christ in her prayers and experienced a conversion on
an unfathomably deeper and intimate level. Upon this experience, Teresa was
miraculously recovered from convulsion and paralysis. This deeper spiritual and
mystic experience of conversion of St. Teresa of Avila is comparable to a
similar experience of St. Ignatius of Loyola in Manresa.
Because Teresa’s theology of prayer is rooted in her own
experience of suffering, it is empirical. It also gives a great clinical wisdom
for discerning healing amidst of suffering that may drive us into despair.
According to St. Teresa of Avila, it is about giving up our
ego’s control and letting God work on us, to grow more intimate with Christ
amidst our suffering. Healing is rather a secondary to this spiritual growth.
This is why Teresa emphasizes that prayer is a constant dialogue with God in a
way for us to gradually abandon our ego and let God work on us through the Holy
Spirit, in Camino de Perfection. As a
result of this, we can attain peace in Christ.
St. Teresa of Avila understands that it is not easy to
overcome ego. This is why ‘camino de
perfection” is rather an extended journey with gradual progression. It is
like a marathon or a long voyage. Just
as there are mile markers to help runners know how far they have run and how
many more to run to the finish line on the parathion course, she helps puts
seven “stations” to cross the “finish line” on our “camino spiritual hacia la perfection” in El Castillo Interior. In this book, St. Teresa of Avila describes
seven mansions, which guide us step-by-step closer to and into Christ – for us
to cross the “finish line” of our “spiritual marathon” for perfection. As many
marathon runners experience and overcome series of physical and mental pains
throughout the course, we, too, experience and overcome various forms of
sufferings – physical, mental, and spiritual.
As the first female doctor of the Church, St. Teresa of
Avila has “prescribed” and “dispensed” excellent medicinal gifts to us so that
we, too, may grow into sainthood, which is spiritual perfection. It is the path
into the fullness of the mystery of the risen Christ. We shall complete this “spiritual marathon”
before parousia.
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