Self-centric mindset is a major obstacle to the Kingdom and to our need to think as God does. In order to appreciate Jesus' teaching on the Kingdom through his parables, including the Parable of the Vineyard Workers, which is the Gospel Reading for the 25th Sunday in Ordinary Time, Cycle A, Matthew 20:1-16, we cannot think as humans do but to adopt the mind of God. But, how?
By overcoming our self-centric human thinking through self-denial.
As long as we only think as humans, then, we will be like the jealous workers, complaining about the wage, misinterpreting God's generosity for unfairness, out of jealousy.
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In explaining what the Kingdom of Heaven is like
(Matthew 20:1-16), through the parable of the vineyard workers (Matthew
20:1-16), Jesus likens the Kingdom itself to the vineyard and God the Creator
and Provider to the landowner. And, in this parable of the vineyard workers, the
landowner goes out to recruit workers for his vineyard multiple times during
the day. Some workers were brought in and started working early in the morning.
But, other workers were recruited on the day and started working in later
hours.
At the end of the long work day, each worker received
their pay. And, workers who started working early found out that those who
started working also received the same amount of daily wage – though they did
not work long enough to receive the daily wage. So, they complained to the
landowner, “These last ones worked only
one hour, and you have made them equal to us, who bore the day’s burden and the
heat”(Matthew 20:12).
To this complaint, the landowner said, “My friend, I am not cheating you. Did you
not agree with me for the usual daily wage? Take what is yours and go. What if
I wish to give this last one the same as you? Or, am I not free to do as I wish
with my own money? Are you envious because I am generous?” (Matthew
20:13-15).
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If you happened to be one of these who worked all
day long from the early morning and found out that those who started working
much later and worked for much less amount of time also received the same pay
as yours, how would you feel? Would you also complain to your boss? or would
you be glad that you get what you deserved and also others get paid, as well?
It all depends on your mindset.
If you only think as humans do, then, you would feel
jealous of those who worked less hours and received the same pay – and complain
out of your jealousy. In thinking only as humans do, the focus of your mind is
always on yourself. The human mind has been working this way ever since Adam
and Eve committed Original Sin. Remember, both Adam and Eve were self-centered,
thus being unable to take their responsibility but blaming another (Genesis
3:12-13). And it is because of hyperconsciousness to self, symbolized with
hiding the genital area as an immediate result of Original Sin (Genesis 3:7).
In fact, if we only think as humans do, influenced
by self-centric psychological dynamics, we tend to be blind to what God thinks.
That is why Jesus rebuked Peter with these words, “Get behind me, Satan! You are an obstacle to me. You are thinking not
as God does, but as human beings do”(Matthew 16:23), when he tried to stop
Jesus from going to Jerusalem as he was unable to see God’s will on Jesus to
die and rise because he only thought as humans. And, Jesus indicated that we
need to cultivate our mind to think as God does by self-denial, as it is a
necessary condition for the discipleship (Matthew 16:24). In other words, we
need to deny ourselves as Paul did by crucifying himself in order for Christ to
live within (Galatians 2:20), in order to overcome the blindness inherent to
human thinking and to be able to think as God does.
Jealousy arises in human mind when we feel what we
have is not enough as what others have
or receive seems more in value – though it is not true, while envy is what
human mind feels when we see another person having what we do not have.
The landowner indicated that the problem of the complaining
workers is not on him being unfair but jealousy in their minds. They have
already received what they deserve, as being promised by him. So, the landowner
is fair to them. And whether other workers who worked less receive the same
amount of daily wage or not is one of their business. It was their jealousy that
mistakenly defines the landowner’s generosity to those who worked less as “unfairness”. See, how a stain of Original Sin,
self-centric propensity of human thinking, leads to distorted thinking through
jealousy.
In jealousy, we feel not enough though we have or
are given enough, because of our self-centric consciousness, which is a stain
of Original Sin on human mind. The only way to overcome this problem is
self-denial. That is why St. Ignatius of Loyola prayed hard to deny himself
through these words:
Take, Lord, and receive all my liberty,\my memory, my understanding, and my entire will, all I have and call my own.
You have given all to me.
To you, Lord, I return it.
Everything is yours; do with it what you will.
Give me only your love and your grace, that is enough for me.
When you are content with what you receive from God,
God’s grace, would you feel jealous?
As long as we only think as humans do, we remain
under the influence of self-centric psychological dynamics. And, we may
misinterpret generosity to others as unfairness to ourselves, not only as the
complaining vineyard workers did (Matthew 20:12) and the older brother of the
prodigal son (Luke 15:29-30), because of jealousy, which is a product of self-centric
psychological dynamics of human thinking.
Remember, to remain in the Kingdom, we must follow
Christ. And, its first condition is self-denial, which is also the first step
to be able to think as God does by overcoming inherent problem of self-centric human
thinking, including jealousy and envy.
Now, as we become able to think as God does, we can
also come to understand what Jesus meant by saying, “the last will be first, and the first will be last”(Matthew 20:16)
in making his point about the parable of the vineyard workers to illustrate
what the Kingdom of Heaven is like.
In the parable, the landowner began to pay the
vineyard workers first with those who came to work last (those who worked for
less amount of time) (Matthew 20:8). And, this suggests that those who are last
in this world can be first to enter the Kingdom – that God’s generous grace is
given first those who are last in the world. However, those who are first in
this world but feel jealous of those who become first with God’s generous grace
and in the Kingdom may not only be last but lose their place in the Kingdom, as
reflected in the previous parable to this parable, the parable of the rich
young man (Matthew 19:16:30). Both of these parables – the parable of the rich
young man (Matthew 19:16-30) and the parable of the vineyard workers (Matthew
20:1-16) are about the Kingdom and are in pair. Both of these parables end with
“last first, first last” contrast.
The Kingdom of Heaven is characterized “last first,
first last”. What does it mean? Does it
mean that what is the world will be turned upside-down?
We need to be careful not to misunderstand by
thinking like humans!
Does it mean that first in the world is always last
in the Kingdom? Not necessarily so. But, it is certain, given both parables –
the parable of the rich young man and the parable of the vineyard worker – that
“the last” in the world to be the “first” in the Kingdom are those who have
given up most in the world for the discipleship and not feeling jealous of
those who have given up, according to the parable of the rich young man, and
those who come to know the work for the Kingdom last in the world are those who
receive first the benefits of the work, according to the parable of the
vineyard workers. In addition, the parable of the vineyard workers also
suggests that those who are the first for the Kingdom are not necessarily those
who worked most in the world (cf. Ephesians 2:4-10).
The bottom line for the Kingdom and for us to appreciate
Jesus’ parables on the Kingdom, characterized with “last first, first last”
(Matthew 19:16-30 and 20:1-16) is to think as God does by self-denial. The
first reading (Isaiah 55:6-9) is a humbling reminder to adopt God’s thinking as
our thinking and God’s thinking are different. In the Second Reading,
Philippians 1:20c-24, 27a, Paul encourages us to choose a life in Christ over
our self-centric life so that we can let Christ be magnified in us as we act
faithful to the Gospel of Christ. This way, what we give up in our self-centric
life in the world is gain in our Christ-centric life (Philippians 1:21). The greater
we give up in our life, the lesser we become in the world, and the first we may
become in the Kingdom and the most we may enjoy God’s generosity.
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