Thursday, September 8, 2016

St. “Mother” Teresa’s Cross

It is no coincidence that Mother Teresa was canonized on the 23rd Sunday in Ordinary Time on Cycle C, given its Gospel reading (Luke 14:25-33) and who she is, in particular, her practice of “misericordia et caritas” to “anawim”.   The Gospel reading is about what it takes to follow Christ as his disciple.  

Remembering  how Mother Teresa lived her life for Christ and in Christ through her works of “misericordia et caritas” in slums of the rejected and untouchable, the Gospel reading reflect her and her vocation.

St. “Mother” Teresa of Calcutta has been known for her ministerium ex misericordia for the poor.  To this, St. John Paul II called Mother Teresa “an icon of the Good Samaritan , as she went  everywhere  to serve Christ in the poorest of the poor,  during his homily on October 19, 2003.  Indeed, St. Teresa of Calcutta was very much like the Good Samaritan (Luke 10:30-35), and the way she served Christ in the poorest of the poor reflects Jesus’ words on opera misericordiae in Matthew 25: 35-36.  In fact, here ministerium ex misericordia for the poorest of the poor was St. “Mother” Teresa’s way of following Christ as his disciple.
Her ministerium ex misericordia, reflects Mother Teresa’s caritas. It is also her ministerium ex caritas pro pauperis, reflecting Jesus’ parable of the Good Samaritan. Her mercy (eleos, misericordia) is rooted in her love (carias, agape), which is the core of our Christian identity (i.e. John 13:35). Caritas – agape is also the root of compassion (splagchnon, misertus).  Mother Teresa’s  ministry of mercy for the poor , as the character of her discipleship reflects Jesus’ new command (mandatum novum) to love one another as Jesus has loved us (John 13:34) and to love our neighbors as the Good Samaritan did to a stranger (Luke 10:30-37), echoed in what Jesus describes as caring for the least among us (Matthew 25:35-36, 45).

The Gospel reading is about what it costs to follow Christ as his disciples, to live a life in Christ to do his will for each of us.  It requires us to carry our cross (Luke 14:27) echoing Luke 9:23. In other words, without carrying our own cross daily (Luke 9:23), we really cannot function as Christian.  Baptism itself is only a necessary condition but not a sufficient condition to live a life as a Christian.  What makes us Christian is to carry our cross every day and do what Jesus meant by his words in Luke 14:25-33, along with his words in Matthew 25:35-36 (works of corporal mercy, Luke 10:27-37 (the parable of the Good Samaritan), and John 12:34-35 (Mandatum Novum). After all, our Christian identity is agape that we practice (I.e. John 13:35). 

Mother Teresa has been canonized as Saint for her practice of all of these Christian principles taught by Jesus.  Her canonization, indeed, symbolizes our hopeful goal to become saints as we also do the works of mercy with our agape, as she had done.  For this, St. “Mother Teresa” has said, “We can all do small things, with great love, and together we can do something wonderful”. In fact, this is what is to characterize the Church, the assembly of the faithful as la Ecclesia de misericordia et caritas, as reflected in Pope Francis’ eccesiological vision.  St. “Mother” Teresa of Calcutta is exemplary in demonstrating how we, as the Church, are to serve Christ in the poorest among the poor, as his disciples. The sacrifices she made for her ministerium ex caritas pro pauperis are the cost that she has borne for her discipleship, namely, the cross she carried as a disciple of Christ.

The bottom line of the costs of the discipleship, addressed in the Gospel story for the 23rd Sunday on Cycle C, (Luke 14:25-33), expounding the latter portion of the Gospel narrative for the 12th Sunday on Cycle C (Luke 9:22-24), is what is required of us to love, as Christ has taught not only through his mandatum novum in John 13:34 but as he himself culminated through his Passion onto the Cross. Namely, it is the costs of “agape” in the New Testament Greek and “caritas” in Ecclesiastical Latin.  For this reason, Jesus asks us to carry our own cross to practice the kind of love he himself offered. Given this meaning of agape for the costs of the discipleship addressed in the Gospel reading for the 23rd Sunday, the way Mother Teresa demonstrated her discipleship through her ministry of agape, stemming from her mercy and compassion, for more than 50 years, in abject poverty, makes it fitting to canonize her on this Sunday.  All the sacrifices that Mother Teresa made for her ministry of agape toward the anawim (pauperis de Deus), whom she cared for, are the costs that she paid to be a disciple of Christ.  

So, what really are the costs of the discipleship – the costs of caritas – agape, which St. “Mother” Teresa of Calcutta has paid for her ministerium ex misericordia pro pauperis,  in the 23rd Sunday Gospel reading (Luke 14:25-33)? In order to relate Mother Teresa’s costs of her discipleship in the Gospel context, let us examine the narrative of Luke 14:25-33.

The Gospel reading comes with three parts: I) vv. 25-27, II). vv. 28-32, III). V. 33.  In this structure, Part I (vv. 25-27) is echoed by Part III (v.33).

Basically, Part I tells that what it means to carry our cross as disciples of Christ, building upon what Jesus said in Luke 9:23-24, our need of self-denial and detachment from our own life.  In Luke 14:26-27, Jesus further challenges us on our need of detachment. However, the way these verses are translated into English makes it difficult to understand what Jesus meant by the word, “hate” in v. 26. The New American Bible translation says:

If any one comes to me without hating his father and mother, wife and children, brothers and sisters, and even his own life, he cannot be my disciple. Whoever does not carry his own cross and come after me cannot be my disciple (Luke 14:26-27).

Had Jesus really advocated us to “hate” our parents, siblings, children, and ourselves? If so, Christianity would be a religion of hatred among each other.  It would also be a violation of the filial respect in Exodus 20:12.  Such a question on Jesus’ intention to use the word, “hate” in v. 26,  actually stems from the translation of the original Greek verb of “miseo” into English as “to hate”.  What Jesus was asking in the Original Greek text in Luke 14:26 is to “miseo”, and any Greek dictionary explains that the verb “miseo” also means to “love less”, relative to one’s primary love object. In other words, what the Greek verb, “miseo”, used in the original text of the Gospel, reminds us that we cannot love Christ on the equal level to our practice of love for each other.  This is particularly true in our observance of this commandment, “love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your might”(Deuteronomy 6:5).  Therefore, Deuteronomy 6:5 demands higher level of love than Leviticus 19:18, you shall love your neighbor as yourself”.

Jesus expects candidates for the discipleship to demonstrate their highest love, namely caritas – agape, toward him, bearing the spirit of Deuteronomy 6:5.  For this reason, he wants us to “miseo” anyone else on earth, such as our parents, siblings, children, neighbors, and even ourselves. However, this does not mean that we need to “hate” them and ourselves. We need to love one another, as Christ has taught in John 13:34-35 and as commanded in Leviticus 19:18.  It is also helpful to remind ourselves that Jesus was expecting Peter to tell him that he loves him with the level of agape, though Peter only showed that he was ready to love Jesus with the level of philos (John 21:15-17). Perhaps, being somewhat disappointed, Jesus had to remind Peter that he wants his agape, by stating, “Truly, truly, I say to you, when you were younger, you used to gird yourself and walk wherever you wished; but when you grow old, you will stretch out your hands and someone else will gird you, and bring you where you do not wish to go” (John 21:18) to indicate Peter’s ultimate self-sacrifice in martyrdom (John 21:19).

By consulting the original Greek word, “miseo”, and its meaning in the context, now we can understand Jesus’ intent for Luke 14:26. In Part II (vv. 28-32), Jesus offered two parables to remind that to “miseo” anyone on earth to practice agape for Christ, demands very careful discernment, just as a builder has to go through careful preparation in constructing a tower, just as a king has to make sound strategy before engaging in a battle. Namely, Part II is to remind us that our decision to become disciples of Christ by practicing miseo for our agape toward Christ, as our way of carrying our cross, requires very serious discernment. Then, Part III, tells that we need to detach ourselves every earthly things, echoing our need to miseo. Otherwise, we cannot genuinely demonstrate our agape for Christ. Therefore, the costs of the discipleship is whatever we need to bear in order to love Christ with the level of agape. It is basically the costs of our efforts for detachment, as well as practicing “miseo”.

Basically, the Gospel teaches us that we need to practice detachment as the costs of the discipleship. In a way, Jesus’ teaching on renouncing (Luke 14:33) and “miseo” (Luke 12:26) mutually correspond to remind us of detachment as one of the costs of the discipleship.  In order to follow Christ as his disciple, we must overcome our attachment to earthly objects, including our parents, siblings, friends, and even ourselves. However, this teaching of Jesus on detachment as one of the costs of the discipleship is not to be confused with “hating” these.  This teaching of detachment as an important cost of our discipleship is to love Christ with agape – caritas, in the spirit of Deuteronomy 6:5. In a way, this teaching of detachment echoes the Buddhist teaching of “pabbajja” or “pravrajya”, which requires candidates of bhikkhu (monk)  and bhikkhuri (nun) to leave their family and all other earthly attachments. In fact, Gautama (Shakamuni) himself did this when he left his royal palace, where he was a prince, leaving his status, wealth, and wife, behind, to seek a path of true liberation, which he later incorporated into his teaching on the Four Noble Truths and the Eightfold Noble Path (Ariyo Atthangiko Maggo).

On her discernment and vocation journey, Mother Teresa also did “pabbajja”, when she left her family in Macedonia, at age 18, determined to serve the Lord on missionary. Her practice of “pabbajja” to be a nun reflects the spirit of Jesus’ teaching on “miseo” to her family for the sake of totally devoted love for Christ (Luke 14:26) and on detachment or renunciation of all earthly objects (Luke 14:33).  The thoughtfulness, mindfulness, and carefulness, in her discernment, leading up to her decision to “miseo” and “pabbajja” certainly reflect what Jesus meant in Luke 14:28-32.

Upon her departure from her family, to which she was once attached, by practicing to “miseo”, as taught by Jesus in Luke 14:26, Mother Teresa entered into a life of “pabbajja” for an Irish Catholic congregation, the Sisters of Loreto, upon leaving Macedonia for Ireland in 1928. In 1929, she moved from Ireland to India, reached in Calcutta, to start her novitiate life. In 1931, Mother Teresa, as a novitiate, took her first vow and adopted the name, “Teresa”.  In fact, her name is Anjeze (Agnes) . Teresa is actually her vocational name that she choose to adopt with her first vow.  When she took the name, “Teresa” to characterize the way she serves Christ, she originally wanted the name “Therese”, after St. Therese of Lisieux, as she is a patron Saint of missionaries. However, another sister in her congregation already took that name. For this reason, she changed “Therese” into the Spanish version, “Teresa”, to characterize her desire to serve Christ as a missionary.

With her vocational name, Teresa, Mother Teresa, then “Sister Teresa”, began teaching at St. Mary’s School for Girls in Calcutta. Then, in 1937, she took her final profession of vows. Mother Teresa regards her final profession of vows as becoming the “spouse of Jesus” for “eternity”, while she continued to teach at St. Mary’s School for Girls.

Of course, the vocational journey of Mother Teresa continued on beyond her final profession of vows and even attaining the principal position of the school for girls, as she continue to discern. It was during the train ride, from Calcutta to Darjeeling, on her way to her retreat, Mother Teresa received what she regards as “her call within a call” from Jesus, who was begging her to come with her, saying, “Come be my light. I cannot go alone”, revealing his pain to her.  Receiving and recognizing this call from Jesus became a pivotal moment on her continuing discernment path.  In this personal call from him to her, Jesus was intimate enough to reveal his suffering with the suffering of the poor, reflecting Jesus’ statement in Matthew 25:35-45, identifying himself with the suffering poor.  During this revelational and personal call to Mother Teresa, Jesus also requested her to establish a new religious community solely devoted for caring for the poor, the Missionary of Charity. At this life-changing moment on the train, Jesus invited Mother Teresa to bear his suffering, which is of the poor. It was on September 10, 1946, and this invitation was Jesus’ personal invitation to carry a greater cross for him.  

It took nearly 18 years for Mother Teresa to hear her call to serve the poor, upon practicing “miseo” and “pabbajja“.  When she did her “miseo” and “pabbajja”, leaving her family in Macedonia, she vaguely thought that her call was to be a missionary nun. However, as her discernment continued to unfold, Jesus called her to a greater challenge – to carry a heavier cross than ever.  Of course, at that time, Mother Teresa was not held back by anything, as she has renounced all her earthly possessions.  This path of St. “Mother” Teresa sure well-reflects the three-part Gospel narrative for the 23rd Sunday in Ordinary Time on Cycle C, Luke 14:25-33, the Gospel reading for the day of her canonization.  Her initial response to a call, more of her deep heart’s desire to become a disciple of Christ as a missionary nun, reflects the first part of the Gospel reading: Luke 14:25-27. These 18 years of her discernment until Jesus called her for a greater cross is reflected on the second part: Luke 14:28-32, as all of her prayers, reflections, studies, and pastoral ministries, during these years prepared her to receive and take up this call from Jesus. Not to mention, she would not have been able to move forward with this invitation of Jesus, establishing the Missionary of Charity and move further deeper into the suffering among the poor, the poorest of the poor, had she still had an attachment. Thus, her detachment reflects the third part: Luke 14:33.

Mother Teresa could have said things like, “Lord, I am sorry, I am not strong enough to carry such a heavy cross”, or “I am not worthy for such a greater task”.  Rather, she simply accepted Jesus’ call, because she already denied herself, as self-denial (not to be confused with no self-esteem) is an absolutely necessary condition to carry our daily cross as a cost of the discipleship, as said in Luke 9:23. Self-denial in the Gospel context is humility, the abilities to restrain our ego’s selfish demands. This is also a sign of psychospiritual maturity.

Once she said, “Yes”, to this call from Jesus to embark on more intense missionary ministry for the poorest of the poor, knowing his suffering, which is the suffering of the poorest, Mother Teresa also began to bear the greater costs of her discipleship than ever.  The costs were not only on an external and physical dimension but, perhaps, more on an internal and spiritual dimension. Though embracing greater inconvenience and economic hardship to care the poorest – the suffering Christ in the poorest – constitutes the cost of her discipleship, Mother Teresa embraced “dark nights of the soul”, as she began to experience greater spiritual pains.  Her “dark nights of the soul” was not known until recently, as she only confided this inner suffering of hers to a few.  There were countless moments when she struggles with spiritual dryness, feeling as if God had forsaken her, and feeling as if she would lose her faith. Does it mean that her faith had become weaker?  It is hard to say, for those who are outside of her soul. Rather, what we can say for sure is that such “dark nights of the soul” is a great cost of the discipleship that we must bear. It is also what many other great Saints have experienced, including St. Francis of Assisi, St. Ignatius of Loyola, St. Teresa of Avila, and St. John of the Cross.  It is a necessary cost to grow as a better disciple and sure condition for the sainthood.  Now St. Teresa of Calcutta, Mother Teresa,  gives us a powerful witness that her unwavering agape-caritas for Christ enabled her to bear all of the costs of her discipleship, as these costs were to give redemption of the souls to the poorest of the poor. 

Mother Teresa’s  greater cross is found in her ministerium ex misericordia, ex caritas pro pauperis through the Missionary of Charity. It was also cura pro Christi in perperum.  Both external and internal, she has born greater costs of her discipleship through this ministry of mercy and love for the poorest of the poor. Her cross, her costs of the discipleship, turned out to be redemptive suffering for the poorest of the poor. For her to be free to accept her cross and to bear the costs - to be free to suffer redemptively, she first had to make herself detached from all earthly objects. Practicing “miseo” was just an early step for this freedom to bear a greater cross, to bear greater costs for it. 

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